In the Service of Her Majesty The Queen

Lies are what keep marriages together. Everyone knows that! There are some things in the shadows of man's souls even your closest confidant shouldn't know and would only cause problems if they did!

 

Well, there are lies and then there are chronic liars who have secret agendas.

I understand about the 'everyone lies' thing. That wasn't what I meant, actually.

I try harder than most I think not to lie, and still manage to do a fair amount of it. But my biggest fall down in that department is lying to myself.

 

"Self-deceipt, not the love of money, is the root of all evil." RAH

My favorite way to lie is to tell the perfect truth and not be believed.

It seems that always telling people the truth can be REALLY cruel.

 

I hope you had a good day and the night went well.

Here it is a Monday night (or Tuesday morning) for most people, and it feels like a Friday to me.

Last night was very quiet. The phones didn't ring once. No sign of alligators, spiders or even roaches.

I went outside and saw a huge Luna moth. They are quite impressive. I hate to admit it, and would be blushing I think if I wasn't safely hidden behind a computer screen, but I am afraid of butterflies and moths. Not snakes, not frogs, but flying things with long legs.

When I was a kid, I was catching those big yellow and black butterflies, Monarchs I think, with another kid, using jars to collect them. That night I had a nightmare, a scary one, that I was in a jar with one of those butterflies (we were both the same size) and I couldn't get away from its legs. Ever since, I cannot abide the thought of their legs touching me.


This morning, the birds were out and chirping. It's been cooler and I think they don't chirp much if at all when it is so hot like it has been. It was nice hearing them. There even was few where I work.


To all who sleep tonight on this side of the earth,

The Nightly Mission:

Days and nights are flippable,
constructs as they are in some respects.
So flip away and flip yourself right into bed.

Wake up and remember 'when' it is.

May the Lady smile
on me and you too.

G'Night

 

well a wall can be black and a wall can also be depressing, since its black. if you say "this wall is depressing" you might think thats the ultimate truth, yet depressing. actually the wall is black.

i have so many friends trying to tell the truth all the time in the name of God but they end up lying and being rude at the same time. human nature is not used to seeing the truth or the root of things. it takes a bigger and bigger effort to tell the actual truth than lie.

 

There is some truth to this. There are parts of my past that J will never know about and parts of her past that I will never know about. We both know we have "dark secrets" from our past and that's where they stay. Doesn't effect our relationship or our love for one another. If anything, we both recognize that we were lucky back then and learned from those experiences.

I like to refer to mine as "The Lost Years".

Consider a need to know basis for each other and the other doesn't need to know.

 

Would I lie to you?
Would I lie to you, honey?
Would I say something that wasn't true?
I'm asking you sugar,
would I li-i-ie to you?

 

Always liked that song...

 

I hope you had a good day and the night is going well.

I am not into writing tonight. Or today. Whichever. Whatever.


To all who will sleep tonight on this side of the earth,

The Nightly Mission:

Go to bed.
Sleep.
Wake up.


May the Lady smile
on me and you too.

G'Night.

 

Rant of the night:

I swear, if one more self serving, arrogant :censored: kicks me when I am down, whether they know it or not, whether they mean it or not, I am kicking back. Hard. :dead:

And then they can just sit there and try to figure out what happened. And while they are doing that, if they even bother, I am going to kick them again.

I don't care if that's not being nice. I am fed up.

 

baby baby baby
whats it gonna be

 

i can solve that problem

 

Now that's what it's all about. People think that others are doormats for them and need an attitude adjustment. The hell they think they are?! A hockey stick right in the mush will straighten them !@#$%^ out in short order. And when they are down on the ground on all 4's picking up their teeth, you give them an atomic elbow slam from the highest altitude you can get. Unleash the beast and teach them the meaning of respect!

 

What happened, Scry?

Btw, I've found that if you smile nicely and talk sweetly while kicking a greasy little turd to death, everyone is a LOT nicer to you afterwards.

 

Hmmmmm I was going to ask some questions about 2nd lfe and vampyres but this not be the best time.