Relationship Rant Thread

Thought a little bit of sh*t was good for um cucumbers, no?

 

Wow, look, we made Queen Scryler angry!

And, yes, it is good for cucumbers, but only if it is a natural product of vital functions of mammals or birds, not when it is only a polite form of describing twisted human beings.

 

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Well, I was trying to be witty, but I guess I didn't come close to the mark on that one.

(What mark?)

(The mark, you idiot!)

(Ohhhh, that mark. Why didn't you say so in the first place?)

(Shuuut up! Go sit with the other idiots.)

Hmmm...maybe I am a little angry at that.

 

You can go ahead and have an argument with yourself. Just don't go through trouble of typing it all out.

(Shut up, you idiot! Or she will hit us with a chair!)

(YOU'RE the idiot!...)

 

This looks suspiciously like a prediction of what I would say, were I able to answer immediately.

 

Well anyway, to conclude the earlier rant, the b*tch doesn't even want to talk to me now. Lost interest when saw I'm too crazy to be easily manipulated, I guess. All in all, what a fucking waste of time. Thankfully, at least I didn't waste any money. Using it to go to an awesome rock-concert or two.

I'm actually somewhat glad nothing worked out. Getting drunk on ridiculously expensive scotch while playing Civ IV while watching American Psycho was probably one of the most fun evenings I've had.

 

Well, I don't have an excuse to be an asshole, so I'm not being one. Grumpiness on occasion is unavoidable though, considering my constant lack of sleep and oppressive deadlines But she definitely looks like she's doing everything to avoid me, despite us seeing each other all the time. She's also changed her mind about coming to my concert cause she's now 'busy', which I'm kind of pissed off about since I actually made an effort to get a ticket.

And EDIT: if she really hated me she would've made it clear to begin with, I think. And if she were "offended" by canceling the date, it'd be pretty darn stupid, cause she brought it up first and agreed to it in the end. Maybe she's feeling jealous that I'm not heartbroken and crying over her, and looking out for other girls instead.

Well, whatever the reason for the reaction, it's certainly not getting anything anywhere. I'm at the point of 'demoting' her from 'friend' (people I like talking to) to 'random acquaintance' (people I couldn't care less about). That had better be what she's looking for, cause I think that people actively seeking to dissociate themselves from me should f*** off and go to hell. And nothing, nothing pisses me off as much as people refusing to come and listen to me play, after promising to do so. That's about as much disrespect as you can possibly show.

 

Meh, I've managed to keep the spite to myself thus far, I think. This thread is kind of for getting it out of my system Having a bit of trouble finding the fine line b/w "too friendly" and "I don't give a damn", though frankly I feel justified leaning more toward the latter. Don't think I'll care much for do overs though, because frankly, in 2 months' time I'll never see her again, and the way it's going she's not gonna be on my "people to visit when I have money to travel" list.

So anyway, thanks for the advice, I think I'll just keep doing what I have up to now - absolutely nothing.

 

I am a pompous buffoon, does anyone know a cure for this condition?

 

Being a pompous buffoon is a job requirement for us professors. You have to leave it at the university. And moderate it when you ARE at work. Recognize that it is a persona, a behavior pattern, and develop something different for other occasions and other people. NOT easy, but doable.

 

Thanks for advice!

I will try to do just that!